“ Let’s vow to never become the monsters that we are trying to protect ourselves from… ”

whoiamanymore:

you held your cigarette
between your middle and ring finger
i found that so fucking odd
you always inhaled
never exhaled
you held it so long
it burnt your lips
I kissed away the pain
but i couldn’t cover up everything darling
you took your coffee black
the day your eyes went the same color
you ended up leaving with her
you and your fucking cigarettes.